Anyway, i have been doing my practical training nowadays. Well actually I'm finishing already next month. Next is my graduation. Yeah, i've been sharing with all of you about my quest for education. (okay,that sounds totally cheeky.) So, my diploma is almost done. Next is Degree. I'm so glad I made it this far without ever giving up. Though at times, i feel like i'm pulled at every different directions. But i made it and that's all that matters. I can't wait to make my family proud. :-)
So, in a nutshell, 2011 had been both good and bad for me. I had loved and lost too. I know, shocking. Considering most of you thought that I had found the one with my ex. Clearly, he wasn't. And even though the break up was pretty bad, I'm not gonna go into details but I must say, it wasn't pretty. But, we're cool. I mean, I'm cool about it now, I don't know about him though. That, is a question that remained unanswered. But 2011, nevertheless, was a year that taught me more than I could've imagine. That's that. Although I had to learn to be strong by getting fucking hurt, there's no regrets at all. The relationship was great, he was great, we were great together, our families are still cool and there's no grudges. so, it's cool. Ya?
anyway, i'm only one of the million living proofs that moving on isn't that eerie. A breakup's a breakup regardless, it's how you walk through it that matters. If it happened, then somehow that was the plan, it's the path to a life beyond what you thought was the conclusion. No matter what, whatever that hurts you, was meant to make you stronger. And to be honest, I'm not the holiest person on earth, i do commit sins and all but the truth is, everytime i have things that hurt me, i always have the most comfort in believing that God is there, with me. It gets me going. Therefore, it is a good thing to be hurt. Because only then can we truly test our strength and our faith. I don't know, that's just me. :) Don't be afraid. The road ahead isn't all that bad, its better actually. Depending on how you moved. I mean, i do love my life before, i was happy. But now i'm just complete. I just felt like this is how i like it. There's no wrong in being independent, in fact, that's a beauty.
I'm just saying though. :)
Amor: Elle Mathessha
