Oh. i read an article in Cleo mag just now..It's something about relaunching your life or something.It has like a quiz for you to answer. Okay well,whatever u think of me,I'm a reader. i'm a geek. i read. I do. and when i read,i don't like distractions. and i love all those quizzes. i don't know why. it passes my time well. :)
I did the quiz and i found out. Hell yeah that's true. I do need to relaunch my life starting from my social confidence. Hey,I admit,in primary,i was a part of a gang.not that kinda gang.like a girl group.but there are times when i am bullied. typical. in junior high,i was insecure. and there were times i feel like i gotta move out. you see i moved from a private school where i have my bestest babe to a public malay school where i don't know anyone.so,ackward.i got some attentions,bad and good.i messed up with a so-called-friendship and they never let me get pass it all through high school.immatures.they were like those mean,acting like they're all that,when in fact,people are just being nice to them.and there were times they went over the limits and i felt like i'm gonna have to move to another country.but i didn't.i let myself grow.i become a better person than them.:) so whatever bitches..:p i did have some beautiful memories in schools because there were a collections of self-achievements that i'm still proud of till today.and did any of those mean girls get it? not one.in fact mostly they got into troubles. yeah,revenge is sweet. yet,i never have to do anything.all i have to do is sit and be matured. and hell yeah.. :)) all smiles.. all those tears they put me through? never let it get the better of me. i walked through it. :)
Now in university,i am in another girl group.My babes.:) Love them to death. Hate them,but love conquers all because they're just too good to be hate.haha..really tells me off if i'm wrong,tell the truth and like,totally silly-milly with me. Love them babes. there are a few girls that still never matures,but hey,whatever babies,i'm still alive,and i'm alive not because i ate ur rice,so whatever.talk all you want.you know you're just too skanky. :) sorry but it'ss the truth.
so to anyone out there,if you ever get bullied or experiencing mean stuffs thrown into u,cheer up.we're here for u.even the most confident people gets bullied and be afraid.so,so,don't just jump into the conclusion that you need to end your life.The best part about being the victim is actually you'll mature and end up doing so much more better than those assholes.and trust me,those bitches,are just way too fucked up that they are so low they need a punchbag.when they go extreme,tell them off.u'll be suprised how brave and how actually a crybaby they are.all you need is a boost of confidence.here's some ideas:
- write a diary,or a blog. since it's 2010. :p express urself.
- get better friends. bitche back off.ain't worth it.if u need to pretend to be friends,then u shouldn't befriend them.
- sing and dance. it does help. trust me.
- be successful.
- look up to ur hero,in my case,MUMMY. cos they're usually strong. and inspirational.
- DEVOTE YOURSELF TO GOD. i'm still a sinner,but I want to be near to HIM. :)
just be true to urself. you're the best babe ever. :))
whatever it is you're facing,whoever you are,hey baby,you're amazing,just the way u r.
like Bruno Mars sang. :)
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