Speak myself up.

Hello.
Just to let you guys know, www.littlezmizxtakes.blogspot.com a.k.a my previous blog,no longer exist. I mean it's still there but I'm too lazy to fix it to be more updated.

It is November. I'm now at the 3rd sem of my diploma. It is hard,but I made it through. :) Currently, waiting for my last paper, which is Tourism Geo. Huhu.. I haven't started to study, but I will. :) Promise.

For those of you who didn't know, I am no longer dating that guy in UMS. It ended actually more than a year ago. We've made it to a year and 9 months I think. But things didn't go well. So, i walked out. It wasn't a healthy relationship, i did what i needed to do. Leaving was the best option. I'm currently dating another guy. And it has been a year,just last month. :) I'm happier and loving him keeps me happy. He is a sweetheart. I dated him a month before I broke up with my ex. We knew each other when we were in the same class back when he was here in campus. We fell in love during the times when we were bestfriends.:) I know,u guys are going to think what a slut i am,cheating on my ex. But hey,i cheated because he never really cared about the relationship we had. is it wrong if i leave from a guy who only want me for my physical and not my love? should i stay and be unhappy and pass on the love that is obviously better and healthier for me? should i let a guy talk me into becoming a slut,or stick with my policies? u tell me. I don't wanna be a girl who lives for a guy, and forgetting all that's important for her. I wanna be me. I wanna love and be loved in return. I wanna date someone that can make me smile,respect me,my family and our relationship.

So,i left him. I asked him 1 last time if he will respect me,and he said no. So,goodbye boy. If you're gonna be immature,then stay that way,and don't do it to me. I'm not a doll,well i am,but i'm alive. haha.. my current beau,is someone i might say,better in all fields. I'm not saying he's perfect,but he knows respect,love and care. And that's more than enough for me. I love seeing him,he just know how to make my day brighter. We fight,yet never once did he forgot to say sorry,even though sometimes it is my fault.

enough said. Roland Mijol. I love you. Thank you for being my Romeo. :)
missing you bee.:)